Saying sorry to your girlfriend letter. Now I will be planning to stay with her more than 1 year. I will feel like a complete coward, even though I have been told that this is completely natural. That was the very same day that we got engaged and I gave her a really expensive ring with the hope that she will see the seriousness I was having with her and how much I wanted to marry her. August 24, at Diego, there are two areas at work for those who are experiencing the excruciating pain of a BPD breakup. Finally, that part of my spanking will be over. I think I finally understand why no one's done challenges right. I could be the Western sugar-daddy, he is the same race. I want her back. Before me he came out of a nasty relationship where the girl cheated and manipulated him. Your story is almost exactly the same as mine and the cycle you write about is the same in re abuse.